Luke68
Open World Conqueror
2
MONTHS
2 2 MONTHS OF SERVICE
LEVEL 2
800 XP
fellas, why the fuck am i like this. I need ur Help seriously plz.
I deleted all OF, porn content and commited myself for nofap,
even stop carding porn accounts, selling OF Accounts (thought its triggering me into this)
I made this decision 6 months earlier. Even I posted thread to CRACKED , and other social medias. Hoping this make my willpower even stronger.
But I failed,
during this period,
I have fapped like more than 150 times ( Yeah, It's little improvement cuz usually do more than this.)
The thing I can force myself to go weeks without watching it. But When I slip, things go out of hand. I started to fap like ~15 times in a single day.
FYI ;
1. Age 22(M), Student
2. Use of Abusive Substances: NO
3. Stress Issue: NO ( maybe little bit from College and shit)
4. I spend most of the time using PC (ScreenTime: ~13 hrs), yeah, I'm nerd. Also I don't talk to girls and don't have GF. but I usually go out for evening walk for refreshment.
This is my daily schedule. Don't know what still triggering me into this.
How can I overcome this urges? .... This addiction has fucked my life completely.
At, this point I am feeling suicidal.
counting on you, B!
I deleted all OF, porn content and commited myself for nofap,
even stop carding porn accounts, selling OF Accounts (thought its triggering me into this)
I made this decision 6 months earlier. Even I posted thread to CRACKED , and other social medias. Hoping this make my willpower even stronger.
But I failed,
during this period,
I have fapped like more than 150 times ( Yeah, It's little improvement cuz usually do more than this.)
The thing I can force myself to go weeks without watching it. But When I slip, things go out of hand. I started to fap like ~15 times in a single day.
FYI ;
1. Age 22(M), Student
2. Use of Abusive Substances: NO
3. Stress Issue: NO ( maybe little bit from College and shit)
4. I spend most of the time using PC (ScreenTime: ~13 hrs), yeah, I'm nerd. Also I don't talk to girls and don't have GF. but I usually go out for evening walk for refreshment.
This is my daily schedule. Don't know what still triggering me into this.
How can I overcome this urges? .... This addiction has fucked my life completely.
At, this point I am feeling suicidal.
counting on you, B!