opti
First Blood Expert
2
MONTHS
2 2 MONTHS OF SERVICE
LEVEL 1
300 XP
First off I would like to say, I actually am on nulled with another acc which has a rank+good rep, maybe you'll figgure out who my main acc is but please don't try to stop me incase you do know any if you know where I live.
I just broke up with my girlfriend
Yea... I don't know what to say and who to tell or if anyone is even ever gonna see this but yea... ima explain everything because I don't rly have anyone else to tell.
It's just a crazy feeling... having tears coming out of your eyes without crying
SO why did we beak up?
I was at her house we were chilling I was gonna meet my best friend (boy) so yuh... everything was fine
I met my friend everything was so good... we got a bit bored but yea we were chilling having a good time
A friend of my best friend called him, she a girl btw.
So my friend told her to come around and chill with her friend (girl) so basically that girl we were gonna meet is having beef with my girlfriend well "beef" they (my ex gf and this friend of my friend) are actually "friends"but my girlfriend doesn't like her.
So yea us 4 we were chilling... this friend of my friend makes a snapchat story which my girlfriend sees...
I text my girlfriend "Im coming at 8PM <3"
She texts "Okay, have a good time with (girl1) (girl she has "beef" with) and (my best friend)"
I text "Thanks <3"
She texts ":)"
I text "<3" and get left on read
So yea I am chilling and I told my best friend "She's mad lol"
I didn't think anything off it so yea I just chill and chill
1 hour later she texts me (Multiple messages)
"Good job"
"Bye."
I called her 20x times and texted her "?"
A bit after that my friend had to go... I still was feeling good I taught she was just "mad"
3 mins after he went he called me saying "Yo (gf's name) and 2 of her and my friends names)) are coming ur way"
So yea I was like okay cool we're gonna meet get this straight n have a good time
I see her coming my way I stand up go her way
She has a backpack I left at her place a few months ago in her hands
SO yea I come her way not knowing why she has it with her...
3 meters away from me she trows it at the ground in front of me saying "We're done, have a good one" turns away and leaves
So yea I went home and here I am
Just the sad story of a random boy on the internet.
I went through hard bullying... spent 2 years completely alone.. when I mean alone I mean alone, just no-one on my site.
I was diagnosed with depression at 9
At 10 I changed school doe to the bullying... new school, new bullies new bad time
AT 13 I got robbed and beat the fuck up, 5 days hospital + diagnosed with PTSD
AT 13 I changed school again due to the bullying that's also after my 1st suicide attempt.
The new school it was better... I found a few friends and yea... I wasn't too liked but I had 2 friends
Then a few months ago I got new friends in my class and yea my life was finally so good
I felt in love with this girl and yea I always got told she doesn't like me either ways etc et (she my friend at the time)
SO bla bla I dont wanna explain that too but we got together and I was finally and finally fucking happy
Like 100% happy... I had nothing to complain about
I had a very great friend group
I met my friends every day and had the best time with my girlfriend
So yea now basically all of my friends blocked me (all my friends are also my gf's friends) and my girlfriend is gone and she blocked me too
Would it ever go better? Idk probably one day it'll be better
But fuck that!
Man after all that I taught Karma finally got me (in a positive way)
But after such a short time of being happy its gone again... I guess this life just isn't for me
I am here with 3x the lethal amount of promethazine and like 2x full bottles of some other prescribe-only pills
this is not a cry for help or anything like this... I just wanted to share this story with the internet since the internet is permanent yk
Incase any federal shit ever sees this or if they search my pc or sumn idfk:
Its noones fault, I am so sorry for everything... my last wish would be for everyone to one day find peace and move on.
I wish the absolute best to everyone...
Check on your friends... you never know the deamons they fight
If you know someone that's getting bullied please and in gods name please speak to them... literally being a little nice is the absolute best...
Just a small little thing... asking them if they want a chip too or if they wanna sit with you is so heartwarming... small shit like that is never gonna leave my head and I am so thankful for everyone
Thanks for reading my story. means a lot
I just broke up with my girlfriend
Yea... I don't know what to say and who to tell or if anyone is even ever gonna see this but yea... ima explain everything because I don't rly have anyone else to tell.
It's just a crazy feeling... having tears coming out of your eyes without crying
SO why did we beak up?
I was at her house we were chilling I was gonna meet my best friend (boy) so yuh... everything was fine
I met my friend everything was so good... we got a bit bored but yea we were chilling having a good time
A friend of my best friend called him, she a girl btw.
So my friend told her to come around and chill with her friend (girl) so basically that girl we were gonna meet is having beef with my girlfriend well "beef" they (my ex gf and this friend of my friend) are actually "friends"but my girlfriend doesn't like her.
So yea us 4 we were chilling... this friend of my friend makes a snapchat story which my girlfriend sees...
I text my girlfriend "Im coming at 8PM <3"
She texts "Okay, have a good time with (girl1) (girl she has "beef" with) and (my best friend)"
I text "Thanks <3"
She texts ":)"
I text "<3" and get left on read
So yea I am chilling and I told my best friend "She's mad lol"
I didn't think anything off it so yea I just chill and chill
1 hour later she texts me (Multiple messages)
"Good job"
"Bye."
I called her 20x times and texted her "?"
A bit after that my friend had to go... I still was feeling good I taught she was just "mad"
3 mins after he went he called me saying "Yo (gf's name) and 2 of her and my friends names)) are coming ur way"
So yea I was like okay cool we're gonna meet get this straight n have a good time
I see her coming my way I stand up go her way
She has a backpack I left at her place a few months ago in her hands
SO yea I come her way not knowing why she has it with her...
3 meters away from me she trows it at the ground in front of me saying "We're done, have a good one" turns away and leaves
So yea I went home and here I am
Just the sad story of a random boy on the internet.
I went through hard bullying... spent 2 years completely alone.. when I mean alone I mean alone, just no-one on my site.
I was diagnosed with depression at 9
At 10 I changed school doe to the bullying... new school, new bullies new bad time
AT 13 I got robbed and beat the fuck up, 5 days hospital + diagnosed with PTSD
AT 13 I changed school again due to the bullying that's also after my 1st suicide attempt.
The new school it was better... I found a few friends and yea... I wasn't too liked but I had 2 friends
Then a few months ago I got new friends in my class and yea my life was finally so good
I felt in love with this girl and yea I always got told she doesn't like me either ways etc et (she my friend at the time)
SO bla bla I dont wanna explain that too but we got together and I was finally and finally fucking happy
Like 100% happy... I had nothing to complain about
I had a very great friend group
I met my friends every day and had the best time with my girlfriend
So yea now basically all of my friends blocked me (all my friends are also my gf's friends) and my girlfriend is gone and she blocked me too
Would it ever go better? Idk probably one day it'll be better
But fuck that!
Man after all that I taught Karma finally got me (in a positive way)
But after such a short time of being happy its gone again... I guess this life just isn't for me
I am here with 3x the lethal amount of promethazine and like 2x full bottles of some other prescribe-only pills
this is not a cry for help or anything like this... I just wanted to share this story with the internet since the internet is permanent yk
Incase any federal shit ever sees this or if they search my pc or sumn idfk:
Its noones fault, I am so sorry for everything... my last wish would be for everyone to one day find peace and move on.
I wish the absolute best to everyone...
Check on your friends... you never know the deamons they fight
If you know someone that's getting bullied please and in gods name please speak to them... literally being a little nice is the absolute best...
Just a small little thing... asking them if they want a chip too or if they wanna sit with you is so heartwarming... small shit like that is never gonna leave my head and I am so thankful for everyone
Thanks for reading my story. means a lot