hedi998
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Hi Nulled, i am here today bringing you guys, a sad drama story, basically my life since starting to this actual point.
As i am a kinda bad mood, i think this is a good way to relief it. Before starting trolls will be reported and ignored,also if you are expecting a TL:DR, get out, this is not your type of thread.
I will start introducing myself, my name is Matthew, i am 16 years old, currently in 9th grade, and i will turn 17 on 14 July and i am living in Romania atm.Since i was 5 y.o, my mom and dad moved to Spain,Madrid, to be more specific.The school was going fine, i had many friends to play with,i was happy, till i started being abused and bullyed by higher grade assholes. The bullyng started since i was 4th grade, and i was bullied 4 years in a row, not joking, since 4th to 8th grade, it wasn't a single week in wich i wasn't bullyed,punched,with sand filling my shoes and hair...with hard bruises...insulted...or whatever....
When i was turning 7th grade my father couldn't stay with us anymore and he decided to go back to Romania, meanwhile....me and my mom we keep staying in Spain. The rental was 900€ a month, and my mother couldn't afford it, so we moved in a cheaper rental, wich was 150€ a month and i've been living with another Romanian native family, things were great.
It was 14 September, highschool started and i were matched in a new class and all my friends got matched in a different one...so basically i didn't have any friends or people that i know in my class, the class was filled up of assholes, 15(50% of the class, basically) people repeated 7th grade, some.....EVEN TWICE, tell me....what's the feeling of being 16 y.o in 7th grade? Things were going well, i was studyng, i was quiet, i talked just when i got asked.....Till an asshole started insulting me, why? becouse i had a wart on my upper lip,i even were getting named as: ¨Warty¨,¨Mr.Bean Son¨, and so on.... When he started, then all his ass friends started as well. The thing that most affected me was the fact that they all were calling me ¨Retarded¨,wich was a bad trip for me...becouse i do really have a mental condition, i am mental ill basically.....And you know the worst part? I developed that condition becouse i was getting bullied.I really appreciate that some teachers helped me and cheered me up, hestiating that assholes.
Class with 29 people, guess how many passed 7th grade in a class filled up with assholes, the answer is 8 , 8 people passed 7th grade and the others repeated, so...make an idea of how much of a dumb asshole you can be. A year later i turned 8th grade, and i got matched with nice people, but i still had not any friends, meanwhile all people know each other...i didnt knowed anyone....I tought the bully was over...but it wasn't, i like this, becouse if someone starts bullyng someone, then all people in his friends group starts it as well. The worst part is that i were getting bullyed by Yonkies,People that thinked they were smart and superior, and even people from higher grades that should be men at that point...
I couldn't resist the comentaries and insults from all the all the assholes,i've been thinking about past, thinking about all they said, thinking about my situation,i got depressed, and it was easier to tell someone....but i wans't brave enough.So i stoped going to school,meanwhile my mom though i was.I was still talking with my best friends, but i couldn't say a word, they were hestiating me, not being even worried about me....they didn't thoght that it could be something wrong with me.If not even my mom, or my best friends will worry about me....who will do?
(This is where the good drama begins) Since 2 months i wans't going to school...well i was...but very rarerly, and people still weren't worried about me, even my own classmates and teachers, and they just hestiate me....No one thought ¨Is Matthew doing fine?¨.2 months i was holding a knife knife, next to me, thinking....¨How can i relief this soul pain?¨ , no matter how much i was thinking about, i wouldnt be able to killmyself (sadly for some of you guys
As i am a kinda bad mood, i think this is a good way to relief it. Before starting trolls will be reported and ignored,also if you are expecting a TL:DR, get out, this is not your type of thread.
I will start introducing myself, my name is Matthew, i am 16 years old, currently in 9th grade, and i will turn 17 on 14 July and i am living in Romania atm.Since i was 5 y.o, my mom and dad moved to Spain,Madrid, to be more specific.The school was going fine, i had many friends to play with,i was happy, till i started being abused and bullyed by higher grade assholes. The bullyng started since i was 4th grade, and i was bullied 4 years in a row, not joking, since 4th to 8th grade, it wasn't a single week in wich i wasn't bullyed,punched,with sand filling my shoes and hair...with hard bruises...insulted...or whatever....
When i was turning 7th grade my father couldn't stay with us anymore and he decided to go back to Romania, meanwhile....me and my mom we keep staying in Spain. The rental was 900€ a month, and my mother couldn't afford it, so we moved in a cheaper rental, wich was 150€ a month and i've been living with another Romanian native family, things were great.
It was 14 September, highschool started and i were matched in a new class and all my friends got matched in a different one...so basically i didn't have any friends or people that i know in my class, the class was filled up of assholes, 15(50% of the class, basically) people repeated 7th grade, some.....EVEN TWICE, tell me....what's the feeling of being 16 y.o in 7th grade? Things were going well, i was studyng, i was quiet, i talked just when i got asked.....Till an asshole started insulting me, why? becouse i had a wart on my upper lip,i even were getting named as: ¨Warty¨,¨Mr.Bean Son¨, and so on.... When he started, then all his ass friends started as well. The thing that most affected me was the fact that they all were calling me ¨Retarded¨,wich was a bad trip for me...becouse i do really have a mental condition, i am mental ill basically.....And you know the worst part? I developed that condition becouse i was getting bullied.I really appreciate that some teachers helped me and cheered me up, hestiating that assholes.
Class with 29 people, guess how many passed 7th grade in a class filled up with assholes, the answer is 8 , 8 people passed 7th grade and the others repeated, so...make an idea of how much of a dumb asshole you can be. A year later i turned 8th grade, and i got matched with nice people, but i still had not any friends, meanwhile all people know each other...i didnt knowed anyone....I tought the bully was over...but it wasn't, i like this, becouse if someone starts bullyng someone, then all people in his friends group starts it as well. The worst part is that i were getting bullyed by Yonkies,People that thinked they were smart and superior, and even people from higher grades that should be men at that point...
I couldn't resist the comentaries and insults from all the all the assholes,i've been thinking about past, thinking about all they said, thinking about my situation,i got depressed, and it was easier to tell someone....but i wans't brave enough.So i stoped going to school,meanwhile my mom though i was.I was still talking with my best friends, but i couldn't say a word, they were hestiating me, not being even worried about me....they didn't thoght that it could be something wrong with me.If not even my mom, or my best friends will worry about me....who will do?
(This is where the good drama begins) Since 2 months i wans't going to school...well i was...but very rarerly, and people still weren't worried about me, even my own classmates and teachers, and they just hestiate me....No one thought ¨Is Matthew doing fine?¨.2 months i was holding a knife knife, next to me, thinking....¨How can i relief this soul pain?¨ , no matter how much i was thinking about, i wouldnt be able to killmyself (sadly for some of you guys
