New, clueless but enthusiastic

[basz]

So, about a week ago I was looking into the discounts provided to .edu email holders and was amazed at how many correlated to things I already utilize or have often dreamt of being able to. Then began my search for obtaining one and in the process I found nulled, and only have basic computing skills just bought a edu account, (which is still working beautifully) and upgraded my membership. However my nulled account "didn't exist" a few days after (banned, I'm assuming), even after posting, attempting to gain knowledge, and overall networking to obtain the information/resources to be able to contribute with uploads, leaks, ect. I've always been intrigued with coding but never really knew where to even begin. I suppose the purpose of this post is to not only introduce my presence and express my interest in the entirety of this community, but to ask a few questions. Is this the same community as nulled? Is there any guides or tutorials for noobs? Is upgrading worth it? With my disadvantage with scripting are my chances of getting banned the same? And finally what's up? Lol
Me in a nutshell, mid 20s, broke af, shit life, attempting to change that, and recently befriended by a person who has deep ties with political powers