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since august last year I'm in prison. I have access to a laptop and phone (Don't ask me more).
I fucking can't right now anymore. I'm feeling so fucking depressed (Don't worry I'm not talking about killing myself or anything, I would never do that).
I'm mainly writing this to document how my life goes and come back after I'm out of prison (got 5 years to sit).
I'm feeling so fucking depressed, i'm feeling so bad. my heart is so broken. A business I had running while in prison to have money for food etc. totally fell upside down and I lost my only income stream right now and at the moment I'm holding all my tears, anger, frustration back but it gets to me so fucking bad.
I analyzed the chess board and saw the bad moves I made and will be more cautios next time.
for now, I have to do some bioenergetic and let these feelings out of my fucking body.
vallahi there are some bad fucking hurt feelings in my heart right now.
imagine the pain of already sitting in prison and being depressed as fuck and then seeing your only business fail...
i will do some bioenergetic now (screaming the fuck out my lunges to feel the emotions 110% until they fade away). I dont fucking care if anyone is sleeping nearby I will scream, I do that often and they got used to it.
yes, I'm the dude that screams in prison sometimes for no reason. I have to get this shit out.
I'm in a so fucked position in life right now. im so fucked man. im so fucked.
I trusted the wrong people and ended up here.
andrew tate is someone who really hepled me shave the right mindset:
- he helped me get the thoughts of kms out of my fucking mind, whatever happens, I'm never even thinking about that.
- whenever shit hits the fan, you gotta analyze the chess board and learn from mistakes
you know the saying "shit hits the fan" right? well, that times 1000x is happening in my brain right now.
im feeling so fucking depressed. i fucking cant.
it is so fucking difficult man. the pain is so fucking hard. fuck man. life is so fucking hard.
i dont fucking care what anyone of you writes below this thread. I only write this for myself, i dont give a fuck what anyone thinks. fuck all of you I do what I think is right.
edit: to my future Self: Bro, the moment you wrote this was literally one of the worst (luckily not the worst, you had worse times) moments in your fucking life. These fucking times made you tough. Fuck man. You are feeling so fucking sad right now. But I'm lucky to know about the bioenergeitc technique that allows me to control my emotions. man, im so lucky I follow eliot hulse and read tony robbins books in order to deal with all my emotions. fuck man. otherwise I would be lost. fuck man. fuck man. life is so hard. FUCK
Edited by SuheylsBusines, 08 February 2023 - 03:37 AM.
I fucking can't right now anymore. I'm feeling so fucking depressed (Don't worry I'm not talking about killing myself or anything, I would never do that).
I'm mainly writing this to document how my life goes and come back after I'm out of prison (got 5 years to sit).
I'm feeling so fucking depressed, i'm feeling so bad. my heart is so broken. A business I had running while in prison to have money for food etc. totally fell upside down and I lost my only income stream right now and at the moment I'm holding all my tears, anger, frustration back but it gets to me so fucking bad.
I analyzed the chess board and saw the bad moves I made and will be more cautios next time.
for now, I have to do some bioenergetic and let these feelings out of my fucking body.
vallahi there are some bad fucking hurt feelings in my heart right now.
imagine the pain of already sitting in prison and being depressed as fuck and then seeing your only business fail...
i will do some bioenergetic now (screaming the fuck out my lunges to feel the emotions 110% until they fade away). I dont fucking care if anyone is sleeping nearby I will scream, I do that often and they got used to it.
yes, I'm the dude that screams in prison sometimes for no reason. I have to get this shit out.
I'm in a so fucked position in life right now. im so fucked man. im so fucked.
I trusted the wrong people and ended up here.
andrew tate is someone who really hepled me shave the right mindset:
- he helped me get the thoughts of kms out of my fucking mind, whatever happens, I'm never even thinking about that.
- whenever shit hits the fan, you gotta analyze the chess board and learn from mistakes
you know the saying "shit hits the fan" right? well, that times 1000x is happening in my brain right now.
im feeling so fucking depressed. i fucking cant.
it is so fucking difficult man. the pain is so fucking hard. fuck man. life is so fucking hard.
i dont fucking care what anyone of you writes below this thread. I only write this for myself, i dont give a fuck what anyone thinks. fuck all of you I do what I think is right.
edit: to my future Self: Bro, the moment you wrote this was literally one of the worst (luckily not the worst, you had worse times) moments in your fucking life. These fucking times made you tough. Fuck man. You are feeling so fucking sad right now. But I'm lucky to know about the bioenergeitc technique that allows me to control my emotions. man, im so lucky I follow eliot hulse and read tony robbins books in order to deal with all my emotions. fuck man. otherwise I would be lost. fuck man. fuck man. life is so hard. FUCK
Edited by SuheylsBusines, 08 February 2023 - 03:37 AM.