I'm ADHD and it;s hard

[joreneloota]

Since I was a child I was diagnosed as ADHD, it's hard cause it affects in several ways like I'm very impulsive, it is hard for me to get focuse in a task, i have some difficulties with memory, i'm so emotional, i have issues ordering and keeping things that way. But the thing that affects me the most is that i've lost almost all my friends cause it's diffucult to keep them thanks to my emotional impulses that are way hard to keep them under control. And you may notice I'm not American, the economical situation in Mexico is hard and I cannpt pay an appointment neither medication wich i would not take without a medical prescription. I just wanted to post this short story, cause i don;t have any person to tell about it, i feel sad and it's hard, i would like to be better Academicaly but it affects a lot my performance, anyway i don't give up, i will continue giving maximum effort.