Homeless, suicical and dead broke

[pdavidd]

For the past 3 years I've been house hopping, sleeping in cars, and at my worse in a tent. Ive been abandoned by everybody and fill the void with an endless amount of vengeful scenarios where I either kill my parents, my ex girlfriend then myself or I go against the odds and become so successful they come back begging. MY life sucks, my mental health has deteriorated, my drive for any ambitions dissipates and i just don't want to be alive.