Everything's nothing anymore

[kadleqca]

So Nulled-ians, I always had a question I wanted to have varied opinions about. Is losing interest in everything a natural part of growing up? Is the ability to feel excited about experiencing anything new, thrilling, learning something cool, meeting someone, just restricted for the first few years of our lives? I'm 19 now and can barely feel anything. Nothing amuses me anymore. Is this how this would go for the whole life? Emotionlessly following a 9 to 5 to pay the education loan and just do enough to survive? If that's how it is how do people manage to keep themselves alive for so long?