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KGJLHacks

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So 2 years ago my father passed away, and a year and a day before him my mother died, last month my aunt died, yesterday my other aunt died and 4 months ago my uncle died. Its a never-ending cycle (yes death does not judge.
I remember about 6 months before my mom passed away, i was sitting on my couch and i had this horrible feeling where my stomach just dropped and i started to think of my life without my mom, it was a horrible feeling something i never wanted to feel again and then it happened.
I was on my way to the casino when i looked at my phone and there was a message from my aunt (the one who died last month) saying a tragic accident happen my dad had called her to to tell her my mom died, and he couldn't find my phone number so i found out my mom died via facebook.
So after she died, i got a job right next door to my father about a year later, i had just got done with all the hire paperwork and was about to start (so i could spend some nights with him) and i went to his house one day because i hadn't heard from him in a few days to find him dead. I worked at this said job for about a year, it was the hardest thing ever, to see his house day after day and think i got this job to be close to him. Anyways, i was trying to sleep the other day and woke up and saw some woman standing next to my bed, she was dead i swear i was not dreaming... Im pretty sure it was my aunt, i found out she had been on life support for the past week. I don't know why or how she would come to me, but i know it was her.
When i was younger i would have dreams about family members and they would pass away within a week or so, has anyone else had something like this? I don't know if it is a premonition or just spirits visit me, no idea. Its not something i enjoy to say the least.. Im so used to people passing on now its almost as if i have grown a callus to it.
The other day i had moved my parent's urns and weird things started to happen, so i moved them back to where they were and things settled down.
I do not have the money to bury them, these cemeteries want so much money to bury urns when the plot is already paid for and everything, it's depressing.
You never know who may not be there tomorrow... I try to treat everyone with the most respect because it may be the last time i speak to them.
 

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