am i sad or just dumb asf ???

[dilsnok]

M19, honestly I don't even know where to begin, its hard and I am tired of being tired if that makes any sense ? its hard to find a stable job, been jop hopping from job to job, nothing works, never make enough money, always slow so they cut people hours. I have to finish school. Doesn't help that I'm just so hung up with my ex, we dated a year old. We dated for about 5 months and we broke up, idk why im even so hung up on her, we didn't do anything special, we didn't even fucked nothing, shes not all that. we talked afew times and we been talking just as friends, and i don't even know what im doing. I really don't wanna be sad, i wanna work my ass off, make money, live a decent life.