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am i a psych or something ?

JoseM

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I am 24 and i code since about 7 years, i made an education as software engineer and my class was full of gamers and nerds..
On this board here i see a lot of people bragging for lol, minecraft, fortnite , twtch or whatever accounts.
I dont think i am a nerd, i think much different in my opponion an my motivation is always money.
I never play games, i spend about 18 hours a day at the pc or laptop and all i do is this:
- search for monetizing methods , serious methods that can be automized
- code software or tools that i can sell or make money with in any way or code bots that automize promising monetizing methods
- learn and study programming, troubleshoot and optimize my software and learn more.
- i smoke about 2-3 joints a day and when i am high i often solve problems i had with my coding
I often fall asleep infront of my laptop late nights during i read some infomative articles. I don't even listen to music more often than 3-4 times a month, even though i have spotify bots. I do everything i have to do fast, so that i dont miss time to make progress with my projects. I eat fast, i pee fast, i shit fast i shower fast everything fast.
I could play all kinds of games but i feel stupid when spending my time watching tv or netflix, when i play a game, when i use entertainment media, I feel like it's a total waste of time, brain capacaty and it really does not entertain me at all.
All what entertains me is when i learn something and make money best learn something new to make more money.
I do not care much bout the rest of the world, and i would like to live far away one day in peace and pretty much for my own.
I don't like social media, i have no facebook, no whatsapp, no instagram, no snapchat all this shit.. i have telegram for business
I cant stand the fake people in my generation and the newer ones, pretty much i can't stand society.
I am a very social person to the outside, one would never think of me this way if he'd met me I am like the best liar and actor you ever met. I often think about myself and i don't know if i am not fully normal, but what's considered normal ?
 

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