Advices To Help My Financial Situation

[santi20]

So Today, I Dropped Out Of School, It Seemed A Bad Idea To My Parent, I've Been Thinking About Leaving School About 6 Months Ago, I Did That For Many Reasons, I Wasn't Able To Accept The Fact That I Didn't Succeed Last Year And The Year Before It, I Was So Tired That I Couldn't Do Any Effort During To The (OCD) It Stopped Me From Doing Anything, I've Been Trying To Find A Job IRL Last Week And Still Looking, Even If I Find A Job It Won't Help That Much To Cover My Fees To Buy A Laptop And Start Learning Programming & Stuff To Get Certificated That Maybe Later I Can Find A Real Job And Pass On My Life.
So I'm Here Today Trying To Help Myself Moving On , And I'm Happy To Hear Your Opinions And Advices & What To Do Next.
Thanks For Reading This And Sorry For Any Misprint.