Hello everyone, i am new to this fourm and this is pretty much my first thread (other then my intro) so please excuse any LQ shit
Throughout school, ever since kindergarten, i never really learned anything or thought i was learning anything, i'd withdraw myself mostly from the work, in grade school i had pretty much no issues talking to all the other kids in the sandbox at recess, but once i got into 7th grade i started noticing how much of a slacker i was, and it was so weird to me as why i couldn't focus or organize anything, i felt overwhelmed, overcome, i felt as if everyone in the class was so smart,i always thought to myself, "how do you get all that stuff together and still have the time to fuck around and hang out with your friends?", 7th grade was mediocre, i had mostly C's and D's, i started noticing my grades dropping.
8th grade, same concept, except a fuckton of more work, started getting F's in almost every single class there was, moving on to freshman high school, i disclosed myself from every single person and every assignment that was given to me, i wanted my grades to be good, but i never had the motivation to do anything in there, i knew that if i didn't do the work then i probably wouldn't be able to get a job, but somehow it still didn't give me motivation to get my shit together, now i'm a sophomore and at this point i'm already at the pit of the worst possible grades, my credits are lacking, i'm still in fucking pre-algebra (and i still can't understand it), the only thing i feel i'm good at this point is computers, hardware, software engineering, hacking, etc, but i can't focus on my work, is or has anyone having/had this issue in their life? If so, please tell me, i want to see if there's anyone out there like me or if i'm the only one.