Im in German Prison since last year August and have a five year sentence.
when the fucking sun is shining, I always think back to the times when I would drive my GTI-8-GOLF around and enjoy my company.
but when the sun is shining in your cell, it fucks with your mind man. I'm still trying to process me being in jail. it is so hard man. it is so fucking hard.
nobody is there to help you.
I'm trying to work on a business with the mindset "Someone points a gun at your head and tells you to make $10k in less than 30 days, how hard are you working?" and this kinda helps to work hard.
I made a few mistakes in the past that got me here. I played chess with only my next move in mind, not the next 9 moves.
Whatever I do now in life, before I take any decision, I calculate the next 9 moves.
But sometimes when you are in emotions, you totally forget to think at all before doing a move. For example when you are in the streetss and someone starts a fight. You aint thinking at that moment...and this kind of short term thinking got me here.
Jail is lost time man. Fuck. I'll be 25 when I'm out. im missing out on life man. Fuck this shit