Hello everyone, I want to express my feelings and everything what inside me.
I’m 20y old right now, I had an gambling addiction for 3-4 years since I was 15-16.
The all money which I was getting/earning everything I used to play LIVE Games, guessing numbers etc..
I have lost around 20k in all the time.
I have found a girlfriend on march, and 1 of the main problems was that I’m in this shit..
But 1 month before, I was just doing the same as always, getting salary and trying to ,,earn” much money.
The luck at least came in my side, I have won in total like 30k, cashouted around 5-6k, and lost rest of it. ~25k euros...
At this moment I returned my girlfriend, but now without all that money, and I’m really depressing cause of it, because I was already thought about serious investments, and everything just gone, I’m felling very fragile right now, don’t know how to forget this, with every item, with every thing I buy, I remember that I have got that sum of greenies..
Maybe there are someone who got similar situation?
At least, I don’t feel the same desire to play any sort of games, I can’t even see any poker games etc.., it makes me angry..
Do you think it’s the end of gambling?